Closeted (forget me) Part 1

This is a work in progress. I want the verses to flow a little better but I wanted to publish something this week. Enjoy <3

Today I find another part of myself

To hate and change, rearrange 

Just to learn to love again

Can I call myself a friend

And i never wanted more

But to be standing at you door

As you turn me away

Maybe I should stay

Will you let me stay

Picking from between your teeth 

pieces of my innocent flesh

I can’t let in regrets

Because im not alone

We never were alone

Next to a skeletons saying I should stay

Maybe you should stay 

Maybe we should stay

Today I find it hard to breathe 

Through words that I never mean

Secrets far too big to hide

Bottle it up deep inside 

Until I implode 

In this show the seat are empty 

Cause they swear they never met me

Well I’m not the same 

Then you never were the same

Now I outpace my failures 

Cause I only ever met yours

On time

Well I don’t feel fine

Maybe I am fine 

without you 

In the songs

they called her a whore

But they called him a beggar and a creep and a liar and a cheat

Your anger fuels the pain

Her love fuels change

I never lost you in the storm 

I’ll let you beat the heart still warm

So get ready

Cause I know you’re ready

Cause i know im ready 

For you to 

forget me