In the real time

Ok so listen. You can NOT judge me for this post! You are not allowed. Honestly, My brother and mom are very into music and singing. I like the idea of expressing myself through lyrics but I can’t sing any of them so they are really just poems that could be songs…so don’t JUDGE or else.

In the real time- By me April 2025

Don’t you remember loving me

Saying you love me for a long time

Just a pass time

Was it long enough for you to feel fine

But I don’t feel fine

In the real time

Tell me that I’m worthy

Just to do me dirty

Baby what’s your hurry

Never did I worry

That you would love me so casually

Don’t say it tragically

Don’t love me forcefully

Understand it hopefully

Feel nothing spiritually

Your god has it out for me

But what is it that you need

Just sow another seed

Watch my heart bleed

Just the lust to feed

Lust to feed

I get the burden

He gets the love

He gets the sex

I get a hug

And a kiss

A word

A diss

A muse

To lose

But you never lose

You never have to choose

Or change

Or rearrange

The lies

The hurt

What is it worth

I don’t feel fine

In the real time